Lately I’ve been continuing to think about what can I do to help me get back on track. Well, to get back on track faster. I know that I’m on the right track of fighting back against my issues with food, but admittedly, I just want to be over it… faster.
So I tend to want to go back to how I did things at the beginning: by fasting for a few weeks. But then my brain is all like “No, you need a total 100% lifestyle change!” but, honestly, I am so daunted by that. The rest of my life… to commit to eating healthy without sugar for the rest of my life!?!?! It’s such a HUGE commitment. So instead, I just avoid it. I eat MORE junk than I would have normally. Cause… yeah, like that’s gonna help.
I’m afraid of making a huge commitment of “sacrifice” so what do I do? I run from it.
And just like God caused Jonah to get DUMPED into the sea to put him back on course, so will God do the same to me. So maybe it’s time to say, “God. I’m the one. I’m causing this ship to toss about in this terrible storm. I give up. Send me back to the path.”
So, I say that to Him now.
Say it with me if you are struggling (in any area):
God, put me back on Your path.
Allow me, as Jonah did, to see your undeserved grace and mercy.
I ask that, as with Jonah, your grace and mercy would fall on me and on those who hear my story and hear your offer of mercy.
Help me, God. Help me to choose your true life.